Dementor's Kiss...

Its like this big demon coming to eat one of your people, and its like all the people you know are fighting to not face it, and you don’t even know who is going to face it next.
After a while you know who was the next one to fall, and you shed a few tears, waiting for your turn. Its like taking stock of the ones alive after a natural calamity. You know its going to hit, and you are helpless...
Its like a Dementor’s life.. you know you have lived life before and will live life later also, but you just cant endure that one moment.

When I saw him approach me, I got the feeling of Death approaching me.. and I went chill in my spine.. I could feel my heart beating, and it didn’t stop for a lot of time after he left...
Its literally like Death – end of a living way, lifestyle, and an era in your life... yet not the end of life. Lot of things that you take for granted in this life are not actually given for granted...

I haven’t felt this bad the first time it happened in my life. Now I am in a better position in my life in all respects, but still it feels horrible.. when I see the best wickets fall for no fault of their’s in spite of all the years they have put in here... Its just horrible!
This is the worst I felt ever! Ever!

Being helpless and seeing your friends fall, knowing it could be you next! Guessing if it is you next ! Wishing for your friends to not be the next! Yet wishing its not you the next!
God... give me the strength to live through this! With dignity! With grace and with respect!